1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 4-8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.
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1) I separate my friends into three categories - HB or high school friends, Irvine friends, and online friends. My best friends in each of these groups are: Christany, Chanel, and Kahveh. <3 For obvious reasons, my home friends are my oldest and thus I love them completely, they're wonderful. But though I've only known my IVC friends for a short while, I feel amazingly comfortable with them, like my brothers and sisters. As for the online friends - I see them nearly every single day, I know their wants and fears and habits, I know them even though I can't hug them. I love them just as much as anyone else, and it's not "weird."

2) I'm constantly self-conscious of myself and my actions in public. I prefer for people to not notice me, so a lot of my poor posture is subconscious.

3) There is never a time when I have nothing to worry about. Knowing this, I think I don't work as hard to dig myself out, but rather resign myself to the sensation of worry and let it screw me over. D:

4) I am ridiculously dependent. If people walk out of my life, I have to chase them; I can't stand feeling left alone. I can only just stand people easing themselves from my life, slowly speaking less and less, but an abrupt departure drives me mad.

5) When I'm quiet, I'm usually just daydreaming. I have all these scenarios and this whole little world, it's really quite interesting, but it's fragile and I don't share it because another's influence would change it. Also because I feel a little crazy.

6) I'm ready to escape this place. I love my parents and appreciate all they have done and do do for me, but I'm struggling under their restrictions. I'm reaching my limits and I need to get out of here. I'm more than ready to live my life, without their roof over my head.

7) When I drive, sometimes, I wonder what would happen if I just veered to the side and took off through those hills where I exit the freeway to go to school. I just want to know what's out there that I've never seen.

8) I have a vague idea of the person I want to become. I just need the push and the drive to become her. I need a little freedom, and then maybe I can clean up my act. As sad and worried as I can be right now, I can't wait to see what the future brings.

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